tired....

i m tired... with wat always repeated... all over again again n again.... keep on saying sorry is useless... i know tat also... but somehow.... "sorry" can make a ppl feel better? perhaps... n i blif it's work... wat can i do to stop all these... mayb i m a sensitive kind of people... so often simply think on wat had happened around me... i shud throw away this behaviour... hm... no.... is hav to .... i m tired.... again.... i need a shoulder for me to lean on, to cry on, to always b my side... forever...........

fine day...

today... just a fine day ... david going back tis morning.... feel so xin suan... i only going back during cny... =( it was rainning when off from work... start count down the day of going to jb n singapore.... =D haha... i always tell myself.. time passes very fast de... can meet bro n sis soon... tis is the power for me to continue my internship...

kenny... happy belated birthday... sorry... forgot ur bd... =P wa... same age already wor... sama tua... haha...

my lappy healthy apparently... dell's engineer came n serviced it... the problems of dead pixels and unresponsive keyboard are all now solved d.... =) hopefully... it's really ok... coz last a few days it was dropped from my table (ohh... my heart is broken after i noticed tat it was dropped down.... take good k of it also no use... anything ll stil happen due to others carelessness....) haih...kesian my lappy...

The first day....

today.... is my first day to hav my short holiday internship--> work in an archi firm.... kinteo kinteo..... going there by bus... so sitting at the bus stop n wait for the rapid penang... wait , wait n wait.... not even one of the rapid penang passing tru... i start panic d.. coz it's late... so i took 'MILAN'(another bus company) but it doest passing tru the road tat i wanna go ... so i go down from the bus again at other bus stop... wait for another 15 mins then finally i get in a bus which is going to comtar... then took another bus again form comtar to my destination... huuu.... it's really really...... haih.... so .... obviously... i was lateeeeee!.. feel so paise....

today met some of my new colleages... (i think call seniors better.... feel weird calling them as colleages haha....) they r nice la.... =)

wat is my feeling for my first day there? erm... stressful ... beside stressful is stil stressful.... scared i cant handle wat the boss ask me to do... he is very serious kind of ppl... anyway he is nice la actually... haha... hm... i really really miss home.... no way for me to regret on wat i had decided la... so keep it up lo... stay strong!!

1 second = 1 year

it seems like years to pass tru the exam week... really tired of it... it's too long for me... my frens n housemates left us n back to their hometown 1 by 1... make me feel so envy n homesick... but .... even after exam i also staying back ... so make no difference... haih... 20th of nov... stil long long way to go... 1 week more... n 3 more papers to go... haih...................

the sleeping ah fen...

ah fen fall asleep already..... as usual... sleep on my bed.... no.. shud say she is sleeping with me everyday.... my little ah fen.... good nite....

1030

1030.... a meaningful number to me... but.. it had been forgotten tis year.... i m sorry.... 1030....

the last sunday before the exam...

today.... ntg special... ----> study... sleep... eat... study ... sleep... eat...

a few more days to sit for my first paper...

oh ya... enjoy a cup of Mc flurry... so yummy ~~~ ^^ (thanks stewart =D)

it just take me 3 mins to finish up the ice cream... hahha... big mouth huh... =P i just dun wanna let it melt... i dun like the 'melty' ice cream... it's disgusting...!

today's sun set.... the view from the balcony of my house ... means tat... it is almost the end of a day ... time... really passes so fast.....

hav to continue study d... gambateh la every1.... cheers~~~!