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Monday, October 19, 2009

miss home...



i miss home.. a lot...
recently... things around me keep on changing... all drives into a very different direction from the origin... until dunno how to handle it... until dunno how to face it n even dunno wat to do ...

i feel like running away from all these...
只有家才让我安心。。。

ah... tis is called life... haha.. i know u gonna tell me tis...
ya... i know all these happened just to let us learn more from that..
we are 'GROWING‘ when we get through all these...
it;s true.. but somehow... feel fake about tat... hoho!

i miss home... really really miss...


最近。。

最近, 好像看清了好多事。。。 人,事物, 情。。

看清了一些戴着面具做人的人。。 看清一些别人都被蒙在鼓里的假面。。
真的好烦感。。 不过这都不由得我去控制。。

最近。。 也对一些人改观了。。 可是都是不好的。。。 因为,所说的改观, 是对他人大打折扣。。。

我最近怎么了呢? 怎么都这样看人了? 哈哈! 搞笑·。。 有时觉得自己没资格讲人。。 因为自己也没有很好。。。

最近, 我过得不好,一点都不好。。 怎么办?
除了死撑, 还是死撑。。。 撑得很累。。。
假的坚强,假的乐观,假的开心,假的笑着。。。
看。。。 我也开始假了呢! 哈哈。。。

我真的觉得我迷路了。。。 看不见出口。。。 走不出去。。
好累哦。。。 有谁可以接我肩膀。。有谁可以拉我一把。。

Saturday, October 10, 2009

在哪?


心累的时候,
那寬阔的肩膀呢?

心烦的时候,
那些温暖的话呢?

心不安的时候,
那些安慰的话呢?

心疼的时候,
那珍惜关怀的话呢?

想流泪的时候,
那寬阔的肩膀呢?
那些温暖的话呢?
那些安慰的话呢?

想依靠的时候,
有谁可以借我寬阔的肩膀?
有谁可以借我那些温暖的话?
有谁可以借我那些安慰的话?

想一想。。。 真的不可以这样依赖吗?
我懂了。。。 真的不可以。。。
坚强一点。。。 没事的。。。 =) 加油!

Monday, October 5, 2009

a friend said....

面具只不过是用来掩饰最真实的自己, 如果假面真的有増强内心对外市的恐惧, 哪何不试着带上再照一照镜子, 看看还能不能看到自己的存在? 再看一看周围。。。大家是不是都一样,自己欺骗自己。。。
如果冰琪淋融化了 , 就再也不是原来的冰琪淋,就算把它拿到冰箱再冻一冻,它回不到原来的催次,奶油是奶油 , 糖是糖,水是水。。。人生就是这样。。。发生的事永远都将刻在心里。。。将永远成为抹煞不去的伤痕。。。既然不能挽回,哪何不叫多只冰淇淋呢, 这次趁再它还没融化前吃掉。。。!

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Sunday, September 6, 2009

the first 1 in 5th sem...


the life bfore studio project submission... shown through the pics tat i upload later... is it stil call life? hmm.. i dunno... mayb not... jeh tat always reminds me tat, cannot play play ar... third year d... can graduate or can get into 4th year is all depends on tis year... zzzz.. how stress it is when i listen to it... haih... ya... but tat's also push me keep on doing my works...

ya... i hav spent more thaan 12 hours per day in studio for the project.... really tiring... studio become my second home d... hmm.. y die die wanna do works in studio? coz there provided bigger table, air cond services n all free of charge! ok... actually only using it when really need it.... if not prefer do it at home... coz can rest anytime when really need it...

supper time~~~ ^^ saat yang dinanti-nantikan..



dinner.... usually dabao n eat at studio..



dinner with ferrero a nite bfore the submission...




the breakfast bfore we reach home from studio early in the morning....

nap when really tired....


coloring ... ^^








tadaa~~ these are my works...

show u some others:

jeh tat's... nice water color!


sofia's....

i was just in time to finish it half an hour bfore the submision... haih... crazy 1... but anyway... happy to c the works after all.. not very good.. but at least i finished it in time.. at least...
yeah~~~ finally.. now can hav some rest bfore start another project and assignment... =)

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Please...


please
give me a bit more strength...
just for these few days...

please
give me a bit more spirits...
just for these few days....

please
let me stay awake...
to do my works...

please
let me stay healthy...
bfore the submission....

please
dun let me give up...

please
dun let me fall again...

please....